Judges 6:12

My love, come back.

Remember what happened? I was there for you. Every single time. Even when you gave me every reason to not be there.

I couldn’t keep on. My grip was weak. The current was too strong. I lost. The most important person to me. She’s lost in the abyss. Insanity.

I can/should/WILL post what I want.

Is it really my fault? Or have I met a thirst that’s unquenchable? What did i do wrong? Your hunger is left unsatisfied. But I gave everything. What’s missing? Your half. But you refuse to give it. Its a world of give and take not take and take AND TAKE AND TAKE AND TAKE. Is it only OK for you to have emotions? To get annoyed or pissed? Is it your place alone to feel pain or suffering? I don’t think so. I’ve tasted from that cup before. But I’m not a rug. I’m not a place mat. I AM a man and I quit the folly of ignorance. I am a realist. I am sane regardless of the daggers you throw my way to pierce my flesh. I am worth more than you make me out to be..more than what you can see. Its sad.

Can’t fix the broken. Lord, You got this.

my baby. so cute right? haha

and i just wanna thank You for making her and putting her in my life =]